Thursday, December 18, 2008

Zone Out (The So Unknown)

Sometimes, I wonder what my fellow teens/classmates are thinking about when I see them zone out in class.

I imagine most are thinking about just stuff. Meaning, girlfriends, sports, driver's license, just general things that teens think about. Bands, gossip, myspace profiles.

But I guess I really wonder how many people do what I do. When I zone out, my imagination is freakin' ALIVE. When I'm staring into space, I'm probably writing a story, or flying over the grand canyon, or hanging out in Yosemite. Just cool stuff like that. Sometimes I imagine conversations between me and my friends, it's almost like we're actually talking to each other. I wish there was like, some sort of way for people with really good imaginations to enter each others. It could be all like, "Michael_Chandler wishes to assist you with the current plotline you're imagining. Accept?" That would be so sick. I really wish I could do that too, because I usually can't/don't want to explain things in my imagination, because 1) It's kind of personal 2) Guys are generally jerks and I could get called gay or a sissy, which I kind of hate. And really, imagination is where I retreat to most of the time, I definitely wouldn't just tell people about what's going on there. But sometimes I wish I could. Like kindergarten, just being able to pretend with people.

Oh! my gosh.
Great idea just hit me.
If I could share my imagination with people, and they with me... that would be the bomb BECAUSE:

I've been to Yosemite, so I know what it looks like. Someone who hasn't, who entered my imagination, would then be able to see Yosemite, or what I remember of it. And people who've been to say, New York and I haven't would let me see New York. (grammar fail of a sentence).

Man. I'm kind of pumped about this now except it's never going to happen. Maybe in heaven but who knows.


..You know what I think is weird?
Is when you zone out, and then realize you're zoned out, but you don't come out of your zone. Sometimes I'm able to keep myself in my zone, and keep track of my one thought process, while thinking about how weird it is that I'm aware I'm zoned out at the same time.


Well, so ends my post on zoning out.



CHRISTMAS BREAK OH MY GOSH.
Yay time off of school.
And maybe


Just maybe...





DRIVER'S LICENSE midway through.


Heck yes.

Pray for me on December 26th at 3:20 PM por favor.
I'm nervous :S

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